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Autumnal Transitions

Cyclical trauma can be renewed as growth.
A lone seagull in the sky.
A seagull fights the tempest.

Shortly after the house show across the street ends - sometime around four or five in the morning - I roll out of bed and grab my camera. I head straight west on the M43 through blueberry patches and corn fields and inky pre-dawn darkness. It’s early, even for Artie; I hear him sigh heavily from the back seat.

A dog on a beach.
Artie patrols the shoreline.

The surf is loud even from the sandy parking lot. Following the path to the beach, it doesn’t take long to see why. 

A pile of small boulders on the beach.
Large, deposited boulders loom over the beach.

There’s a thunderstorm brewing over the lake. Orange, voltaic bolts of plasma rip across the early morning darkness and their thunder occasionally echoes across the waves. The sheer velocity of their deafening roar startles me.

A moody picture of a concrete barrier on the beach.
The lake's grumpy, and its waves show that.

As a native Chicagoan, I had made the mistake of thinking the sun would rise over the lake. Instead the pinkish dawn shoved its luminescent fingers into the clouds and tore them apart from the other side of the sky.

A shot of the sky with a stormy portion and a sunny portion.
The storm fights the sunrise from opposite sides of the sky.


Newborn light revealed autumn-tinged trees bleeding their crimson leaves onto the landscape. Fall comes all at once, sweeping away summer’s sweaty evenings and replacing them with the smell of rain and fetid decay. 

Autumn leaves overhang the beach.
Michigan in the fall is full of different textures.

Storms brew and desiccate blighted leaves, revealing a tree bare to its bark. Loud and quiet at the same time, these transitions leave ephemeral rot across their landscape. Pieces of the whole slowly curl and fade off the branch. 

A bundle of dead branches litters the beach.

When barren those last leaves have left the limb, everything is exposed.

A lone log floats in the surf of Lake Michigan.

It’s vulnerable and messy and the leaf litter begins to pile up.

A small gulley full of leaf litter.
The forest spills out onto the shoreline without much grace.

Eventually, though, that litter begins to break down. Fungal hyphae wriggle their tendrils through the foliole, decomposing in tandem with the worms and the rain. 

A small rocky creek feeds into Lake Michigan.

At last that detritus begins to turn its lecherous rot into the humic compounds responsible for the health of the tree and the forest writ large. 

A dead tree has fallen over on the beach.

What’s left on top of the Earth is washed out to the lake by the spring rains. 

A small bridge over a creek.

Once the leaves are out there, sloshing in that massive loch, they’re hoover'd up into the sky above the lake eventually.

A sunrise at the beach.
The sun rose over the beach eventually.

They turn into storm clouds launching fluorescent bolts across the horizon, which strip the boughs of their cover again - until they dissolve anew into the natatory ether.

A tumbleweed on the beach.
A tumbleweed finds its way out to the lake.







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